Friday, April 20, 2007
Someone ask me y live in hatred... dunno how to answer... cos maybe i'm sick n tired of putting fault on my shoulder... being a good guy for so long, but others onli felt tt i'm the fucker... wat's the point leh... i'm a fucker, tt's y betraying me is ok... ccb... ya now i will be the fucker loh... dun blame me... dun worry, i won't do anything bad... but i won't do anything so good like last time... i won't trust anybody, y i do so much for others now is just becos i happy... wanna c them smile... tt's all, anybody betrays me, ka my jiao way from behind i dun give a damn... think wat u like... i have nothing to lost... n hope i dun c tt 2 cb outside... if i c... dunno leh... i dun know this 2 person... they r just fucking strangers...
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Suddenly i was thinking wat i really need... to be the richest man n marry someone tt i will treasure most... sounds easy, but dun seems easy... can get one cannot get another one... i will try my best...
Hope she c this, but nvm la... i'm really happy tt she finally leave me n be with someone she loves... ya the memories still lingers in me, cos i wanted to love her more n more, but tt's not she wants, n tt way of loving is not the way i wan... so now she's with him is the best ending... somemore he is once my best buddy, becos of a women he gave up on love... n now he becos of her, he did this... n he is serious... happy for him too... finally there is a happy ending in them, they get wat they wan...
Ya emotionally i should be sad... when i look at their photos... but this show she loves him more then me... keke finally a happy ending, it's time i have to move on... sandra n zhe also so happy together, jer finally have the sence of loving ting le... hehe good good, this make me happy... n for me, i have to work hard n get wat i wan, wat i need... jia you everybody!!!
Chapter I: Start of a new book
Friday, April 6, 2007
Yeah i start a new blog... let's make a wish.... erm... faster find a very very very good gf ba... wahaha tt's it... new blog, new self... pls give more comment, thank u...:)