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Chapter CXIX: Audience; Sign of Corruption!
Sunday, May 25, 2008


Yeah,now my position is an audience...perhaps so far my life is too dramatic... it's time for the others to perform n i c... nice show... ultimate... ppl backstabbing each other r really very interesting... know y i'm a part timer now? hey, bro, take it easy, dunno y,sign of pitiness, the next thing i know is my heart is moving again... hey, relax,i'm an audience after all... just hope tt he could do abit better...advise out from my mouth,fate is his,i stand aside...
Hey gal,relax la...sign of anger... feel like slapping her...understand y so many ppl wanna slap her liao... ' u all still can continue eating,i'm different from u guys...' wtf... wat different? u monster or we idiots? knn...watever...seeing her sad,seriously i didn't show any sign of pity,cos she deserve it ba...enjoy the pain n grow up ba...u r pretty far tho...
Told u,i'm no good... n u r still here for me... i'm touch...my heart move...i begin to cry,laugh,smile,worried,n worst being greedy...seems so alike in the past...past;perhaps i got a real happy past in some sence...but it's past...memories in the past is nothing more than a history book...becos of this book we aware...n becos of awareness,i always use tt as a reminder to myself tt dun forget my lesson,dun forget my promise to myself,n dun forget,the meaning of my one n onli life... but history is just history...we can't use it to do anything else other than all these...me,myself,my intelligience n my capabilities r the key for my future...
Becos of all these,i ever tot tt the hole in my heart already killed my heart,but after long observation n interaction to myself i found tt it's not dead at all,i just've seen the sign of my corruption in my heart... let it be...i'm glad...just hope,i didn't corrupt u...

-ArrAnCar.

4:22 AM


Chapter CXVIII: Unstable Affliction
Saturday, May 17, 2008


Working for 10 months... once fired by my trusted one... now... u guess wat? wahahaha i'm going off any time...bleaaa.... i still need this job la...wahaha,but realii realli feel like quiting le... like being cursed by unstable affliction... every second i work i feel like just fuck the stupid guest up n go off...n my stupid managers...gain no respect from me...realli...onli some supervisor n captains...i learn something...if u wanna gain respect from someone,respect them is not the onli thing...for work...dive into the shit they r in as much as possible...as a leader,show them wat they can do u can do better...before u fuck them up n call them do this do tt,u can do anot...teaching them wat to do,but wat u r saying r crap in real life situation...say onli...i also can say...one person take the whole restaurant la....nvr fit in their shoe u better shut the fuck up n observe...know the whole situation inside out b4 u start blaming them...in a point of view i realli feel fuck up becos i'm working there...i suffer...n for plan,i have to suffer more than wat i should...but,another point of view,i'm happy,cos this restaurant is not mine! u guys won't get anywhere like tt... changing system like nobody business,setting useless rule onli wasting ur time n money...hoho...good luck...
Haiz...happy 7 months dear... we gonna work harder ya?hope our dreams can come true...dun wan anymore cold war le...not happy just come fuck me up...i love it...
Ha,wat's going on nowadays...getting closer with some of the captains...anyway they r my junior also...but i dun like...cos they have a expectation tt i as a senior r better than them...aiyo how much better...u will slam i won't slam meh...maybe i slam faster finish onli wat...n somemore hor,u guys take 1.5,1.6, i take 6.5 onli...eh i mean per hour...hoho...knn,u all kbkb,say u all do alot...ya la u all really do alot...should praise...but u r still haven't reach tt hell gate la...pay still good,have position,have prospect,although i dunno how long can this restaurant last... me leh? pay so little,kanna eat...taking part time pay do captain job,u think shiok ah?or issit my fault to blame?i too garang sometimes liao...giving a impression,aiya got alvin there no prob de la...nb,i won't tired,i won't have emotion,i won't feel stress?esp when i think about how much i'm getting i sian more than half liao...haiz...thinking of getting full time leh...haiz wait la...the job here is tough,but toughest is stop pampering the guest there n make them happy...
Dunno la...sian...c how first...

-ArrAnCar.

2:31 AM