Wa today go ritz carlton work... fucking the xiong loh... actually still ok de... cos got strong support... then suddenly tt support, mrs chew :) go help out other ppl, then i one person run the whole left floor... pour coffee plus clear plates... totally dun have time to stop walking loh... somemore this morning temperature still 37.9... jia lat... the bi ti like wanna splash on the guest liao... very xin ku... haiz... then i think of tt thing again... haha i think today all the way half of my mind thinking of tt... cos really very xin ku... head move abit faster like going to faint like tt, fucking high... lucky lunch very quiet... hehe... cheryl give training... ha, her training always so long n detail de... good, got coffee drink then no need to work... then she ask my situation now how... finding full time ma, so she say y not work ritz carlton kitchen... erm... i also got think b4 la, but dunno got vacancy anot... then she say this is not a problem... hehe think she will help ba, i'm one of those trained by her de, think she will say good words ba... ohohoho...
Today just reach there tt time i look at the schedule, still early ma... then suddenly someone touch me from behind... woa... pretty woman... elly... know her last time... tot she part time onli, then know tt she got scholarship from ritz carlton to let her go australia, i think, study, degree i think, dunno la... 3 months ago i go interview saw her as a captain, now wear black shirt.... er, become hostress? haha no, superviser... damn fast... haha good loh... cos i c her tt time i stunned diao... then she ask me," wa wat's wrong? dun remember me ah? or i look older le?" haha i say no la... then smile smile move off... in my heart was thinking, not older la, look shorter le leh, hehe, n prettier le... keke but dun think i have chance ba, although she quite a good gal... too bad... her presence can't sooths the heart ache...
Take bus home after tt... having fever, c light ma chiam will die like tt... can totally feel the pain cutting my skin... going to become vampire liao... haiz... i will miss my beloved garlic de... haha... on bus tt time listen song... think of tt thing again... abit can't control... if i relax onli i may faint... very pain in my heart... then suddenly hp got msg, shi man msg, then tot of tt photo i had... then take a look loh... hehe not pain le... funny y leh... i dun even really understand her... somemore i think she won't like me ba... but c le not pain leh... haiz... long time no this feeling le... i know it's almost impossible with her ba, but i will just keep this feeling first ba... this feeling call "an lian", "Dark Love"...