Haiz... today is a bad day, i was late for work... i failed myself... call g/h tell them i maybe late... elly pick up... say a few words...
me:" i maybe late for 15 mins( just to be safe)"
elly:" issit? them help me tell the guest pls be late also..."
me:" elly, dun like tt leh..."
elly:" c u later..."
directly cup my phone... nbcb... feel so pain... treat her like a friend too loh... need to say untill like tt meh? ya work is work, friend is friend... then y last time at work u tell me about personal things? fuck la... actually i can reach just in time... i know de... but i just scare i late so i call... in the end, sit down there fa die... untill 730 then leave house... so disappointed... go down all the way show a face... i dun like to work like tt... but emo la... since ur policy is work like tt, then i will work like tt... won't joke, won't say anything stupid... just work... talk also talk about work... tt's it... i failed myself... i will tell cheryl tml... i'm not joining as full time... i'm not capable enough... tml onwards reach g/h 715...
Yesterday go out with feby... go interact with her... talk cock untill 11 plus... alot of things talk loh... she's not tt type despo de la... just like to make new friends... haha... if u ask me like her anot.... erm i dunno... a bit of feelings ba... but... dun think can make it... be friends ba... if really got feelings, everything will be ok de... but dunno how... i changed... changed into something liao... i lost my cool when i msg her... i tell my feelings... shit... dunno la... now i changed after today... totally dun wan revenge liao... c them maybe will go say hi, then just like normal hi bye friend loh... muahaha... free come out la kopi la... but i dun think they will wan ba... cos they think i fucker... nvm, it's fine de... but dun hold ur hatred too long orh... no good de.... muahaha... influence by feby liao... haiz... bao bei!!! i wan hug hug!!!
Keke joking onli... we just friends orh... for now la... muahaha... but for now, i will have to climb up... real high... to protect... everyone ard me... jer n ting already into a very jia lat stage liao.... i still haven't totally give u up, jer... one more time u hit my weak point then i will be sorried... eh, other way round... haha... i c so many thing out of my control... stress also no use... onli my heart i can control... so now... everyday still go work hard... get money liao buy psp n hp for ting.... nbcb, i say wanted to change my phone to m600 but still have to pay another 200+... wtf... then change for wat... but i really like the white one leh... erm... later la... dun spend so much... still got lots of debts... erm... cannot... buy psp for ting first... later then buy hp... hehe... wa... got alot of things to do ah... a battle form in front of me... have to fight tactically... i'm good at tt...
Shi man!!! u how le, finally i out of the stupid shit le... erm... c when free come talk cock ba... with zhe also...