Haiz... today off... now alone... msg shi man, she not at zhe house, bao bei go work le ba, dun disturb her... nowadays always msg her, think she will feel very fan ba... haiz... esther not coming to bring her dog out... i alone now...
Was working double yesterday... back up my xiao lao po... of cos cannot relax, everything do fast fast... try not to let her get scoldings... now whole body like going to cramp already... finally today off, tml morning... next week schedule quite nice... think i keep up this schedule ba... somemore can earn alot... july onwards, the pay one week one time... ok la better...actually this week my schedule i will get 400 de... but now left 270... y leh? 50 bucks go buy a old note with aloyson, then another 80 bucks go where? 60 go treat shi man eat sushi, the rest leh? tt night take cab from yck to my house, 11 plus... then the rest should be misc. ba... calculate very clear le... next week going to bring they all to vet le... tooooo so long le... erm... long time nvr alone le... dun feel like bathing for them... i'm so tired... later ba... bath liao bring them down, then make themselves dirty again, then go play with shit at night, then i bath them for fuck... too bad they can't bath everyday... if can i will bath them everyday...
Erm, yesterday come home room light close le... erm... i remember irene say she going back malacca right? dun realli remember... nah... tonight c how, not at home then sleep my room le... miss my room...
Seriously speaking... long time nvr alone for so long liao... sleeping dun say... haiz... easily think of the past... miss tt time... even alone i still felt tt someone is by my side... too bad, tt feeling i already gave it to others... not i give, is i dunno how to treasure ba... seriously i know i have my mistake last time... i guess this loneliness is part of my retribution ba... for not treasuring... erm...but at tt time, or even now, do anybody treasure me? my friends my family... i dunno... it seems like i more n more dun treasure my family le, but i know they r still there... i work so hard also just becos i wanna help them... my friends, i always wanna help them out la, but anyway just felt tt some emotional things should keep to myself... dun wanna hurt them... my fling... hehe now onli got one tt i'm serious... dunno y la, i just give it a gap loh... relationship need 2 hands to clap de ma, think she like me also la... but can she comprimise with the things she dun like tt is in me? like my dogs, she dun really like ba, n habit also... i not very clean de, haha but she's damn neat n tidy... this one i should compromise with her la... dunno leh... should i give it a try? should understand more first? or should i just hack care n go for my aim? dunno la... choose second one... plus let her understand me... anyway the surrounding ppl already can c le ba, how close i with her n how i talk to her... keke, n she like dun mind... erm... got hope ba.... but wait loh.... no need panic... we r just closer friends now... later dun msg her le... at night then msg... erm erm... i was thinking of changing a new phone... tot of SE M600i... but very little place got sell n it's over my budget... y not i also buy LG shine? hehe ting wanna buy de... i use liao c good anot then tell her loh... my phone trade in should be 250 to 300, then buy tt one... should give another 300 can buy liao... at least i give the 300 hundred i feel worth loh... hehe... i guess tt gal should be thinking of buying this phone also, since her chocolate i bought for her lost liao... haiz... how neh? sterilise plus vacination 200, bill 150, then should give bro 100 to shut him up first(hehe) then 300 for shine, altogether 750... nbcb... 2 weeks settle... >_<"