Ya it's my fault... everyday work n work nvr bring them down, nvr care for them... my fault... i didn't treasure her like wat i used to treasure her... my fault too... now everything comes back to me, i have to withheld this retribution... i shouldn't blame others.... becos all r my fault...
Haiz... been doing 5 double shift this week... by right can go up to 500 bucks this week... ok la... after spending so much i still got money left... haiz.... tired like dunno wat fuck... funny thing is like i sleep 2 yesterday then wake at 11 this morning i still can be so awake... seems tt my recovery skill n energy level has increase... good thing... haiz... tml going ict... 2 years zun zun... 2 years nvr wear tt stupid 'tree' shirt liao... c my schedule... wanna faint liao... got ippt got out field training... sian... nvm... it will be fine...
Dunno y, she still say i owe her money... say untill so clear liao... then she say the money zhe owe me will return to her... fine with me la... told zhe clearly liao, i nvr owe her a shit... he still wanna return to her n take it as return to me... fine up to u... disappointed with all of u... fuck it... do wat u wan... i remember i told u all b4... the money is i give u all one... i didn't expect u all to pay me back, but if u wan also can... but u think u wan to return her becos i owe her money then up to u... it's alright de, just abit disappointed with ur intellegence... dun care u all le la... i mean no time to care u all le... as a friend i think i have done enough, not say to ur point of view... it's my situation... me myself also cannot help myself le... dogs haven't sterillise, bill haven't pay... haiz... think everything plus together 5000+ also not enough... everything put u all first leh... my bill lawyer letter come liao i also hack care, ur bill come first... i this friend not good enough ah... haiz... i really nvr owe her... dunno la... so, u all take care urself ya... ting n jer, u all also take care ya... dunno wat i did issit enough to let u all feel better anot... but this is as far as i could reach liao... i really have to care for myself liao... after reservist, my spirit will be unleashed...
Bao bei, xiao lao po, tang xiao jie, n everyone in g/h, u all take care ya... i will be back... n very soon u all will c my result... hehe "LVYN yi chu, shui yu zheng feng..."