Wa this week really damn tough... finally end of the week liao... but i realli seeing the effect of torturing myself like this... first, dunno y i dun have the appetite to eat... eat very little... getting skinnier, but my strength is stronger than last time leh... normally human will have veins on their hands right? nothing funny... but mine abit too much ba, not onli hand... legs, stomach, chest... some ppl say this is sign of fatigue, some say i too skinny... no matter wat i'm going to get fatter... force myself to eat alot recently... think later go buy one bottle whip cream as milk to drink.... second, my vision getting blur... sometimes far far away things can c well, sometimes blur off... sometime black out... funny right? thirdly, nose bleeding... twice so far, one is today... fourthly is muscle pain... aiya very normal, but my neck really very pain... cramp liao... lastly is headache, then sometimes left half of my face become numb... like not my face... hoho... die liao...
Dun give a damn la... drink more water n get to sleep asap... nothing much to do anyway, the most check mail, then sometimes watch cartoon, comic... not much i will do... my time lies with my dogs, sleep,bath, shit n presario... others all transport n work... i know very no life, but getting use liao... shut up against relationship,friendship liao...still got some friends la, but didn't get it too hard liao... after so much just felt tt relationships or wat is just something to torture each other n making each other go crazy or even kill themselves... read ting blog... care for u then tell u ade is alright de... somemore she's not small kid sure will take care herself de... plus she got such a good bf... u dun have faith in her ma? u dun trust my words ma? i also care for her de... maybe u also felt tt i say rubbish just like them, then 4get it ba... no feelings liao... haha tired is good de... care about nothing onli care to sleep...but once i boring, i will think again... feel like getting crazy,knowing u cannot take it too... we like making each other crazy like tt... watever it is, just let go ba... nothing is more important than sleep liao...erm, rest awhile...later wake up then bath...