Sunday, July 29, 2007

"Don't understand me..."

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Just back from my drinking session...erm...today sleep till very late then wake up...tot of pampering myself once in awhile ma...go eat sushi...yeah!!! alone....haiz...nvm,getting use liao...also good la,haha...ya need to buy the card protector for my new work place...so go united square buy...haha then wanna go novena square eat ichiban boshi...er,my brain abit blur sia,long time nvr realli sleep so long liao,the best part is in my dreams i still dream i memorising the stupid table number...ccb...nvm reach novena square then think,y not i buy a few comic n go eat sushi,like tt more better right?then u turn go back united square...buy Tsubasa...haha a very good comic if u like CLAMP's comic...must c orh,then go back novena square...when reach ichiban boshi,then i remember,got one place around here is cheaper leh...ah!!!at united square!wtf...i go how many rounds liao...wanna faint liao...stupid,waste time...in the end did enjoy there la...after tt go walk walk,drink coffee,then go home...suddenly someone call me,bernard ng...eh? he seldom call me leh,wat's wrong...oh,he wanna meet me to go drink...haiz,he seldom call me out leh,somemore is go drinking...hehe maybe got something wanna intro me...hehe babes?wohoho...

Reach there,this place at upper thomson...call...TCSS...Talk Cock Sing Song...haha good name right?another noisy place...c him...alone...haiz...sian...just talk cock with him,then drink loh...u dun understand me ah?i am a super lousy drinker...think maybe too long nvr meet le ba...haha...drink 2 mug wanna vomit liao...haiz...headache...dun like drinking...then he treat,go eat prata also he treat...again,u dun understand me ah?i dun like ppl treat me like tt de...like i owe u like tt....nvm,next time treat u back...wa,treat him need lotsa money neh...after tt go home...chat with sayu...hehe my northland junior,stay below me onli...not here la,yishun...a guai guai gal...dreamt of her a few weeks ago...haha die...always like tt one...i despo la...haiz...then i start to think alot of things after i chat with her...

I wanna tell eve,she realli dun understand me...last time actually she understand me de...can say the most, out of all ppl...but in the end,she analyse things with short term fore sight,become dun understand liao...now she realli dun understand me...cos she confirm wat she feels n experience n then analyse is right...but u know,fire can make u warm,n also burn u out?water can carry u n also sink u?life there is alot of things tt u can't c it in it's original state de...of cos u must have faith,before u can tolerate the toughness of the short term torture la...haiz...dun say la,alot of ppl also dun understand me...they c me b4,they talk to me b4,but they would rather believe wat others say...just cannot have faith in me n urself...forget it,i always forgive it,becos human always have something stuck in their mind,often have to depend on fate to c whether they will think through it,i realli can't do much...i have too much to do,i can't do too much things to plan an encounterment for them to wake up...u r human,so do i...abit cruel,but this is earth,not heaven...when the time comes,when i have the abilities,i will once again try my best,to over turn the 'facts' in their mind...b4 i can do so,most probably they will think through...tt's y i leave those words behind..."i will be here"

Enough of it...seems tt i have enough already...time to do my stuff,er,to sleep too...tml working again...menu already can clearly memorise half liao,haha onli take me 10 mins,happy...n...i realli understand myself well enough,all my mood,my fatigue,my heart shake,there's reason behind,all link to,i'm just a normal human...so,if u one day felt tt u dun understand me,just ask me...think i can answer u ba...night...