Quote of the day 05062007:"The species tt will live through crisis does not mean to have strength,intelligence...It's the one tt fits in to changes..." am i totally right anot...dunno haha...but the meaning is call us be cockroach... someone tt can fits into changes... erm,know this long ago...but can't really fits in everytime...
Think the major changes is in me...time goes by,things changes...alot of things i once have i dun have now,maybe later i may have again,but may not be the same anymore...in some sence maybe better or worst...i dunno...just tt i changes my point of view,looking at things more easily...emotion,mental n physical,this 3 r the very important things in human...u can't lack of any one...emotionally i already controlled down...just when i controlled down,within a few minutes something came again...jer n ting...they got something on...another thing tt force ting to change...obvious...i'm not sure wat la,but i dun realli bother to know...later ba...just hear hear then talk abit,not much of a problem...it's their own choice...
Physically i have not much choice...do more stretching,eat more,drink more water...n of cos rest more...then everything will be fine...mentally,ya,have to face the stress tt is put down at g/h...not of a problem...just work as usual,be smart,not to overstress myself...if got mistake just admit,n learn from it...so simple...kanna scold by cheryl about the morning ala carte condiments...u failed urself man...noone actually teach me about tt...y lunch n dinner i can remember so well?cos i got do b4 aboyer ma....morning where got aboyer?then who's fault for i dunno wat condiment is there?she know it's her fault...so she teach me...tt's y i respect...n dun worry i will use my good memory to remember it...the paper she wrote i didn't even take a second look...i just put in effort to memorise while she teach...tt's the reason y i pass all my papers in SHATEC without studying...
Making use of my good point n changing my bad points...one of my bad point is my appearance...first i look sloppy...second i look arrogant...third is i'm not good at talking,let ppl felt tt i'm sarcastic...n in fact my character very arrogant...i must be confident in the way i tok,i do things...but not over confident...even i'm not,i shouldn't look arrogant...pull myself down to look humble...sometimes even i'm not confident i look arrogant also...wtf...so have to at least look humble...erm...difficult...but will keep on trying...alot of things i dunno,alot of things i cannot do...but i have time...the things i cannot do,i will try untill i can...tt's so simple...another problem is my temper...must know how to control,must know how to not complain...have to do so...i'm no one...seriously looking at my situation now...realli can say worthless...but i will try all the way to prove myself...another problem is i dun realli like to smile loh...sometimes la...ya,look cool...but sometimes also must smile to show my friendliness n sincerity...must change must change...still got wat problems ah?these r the few loh...i will try to change everyday...untill i succeed...
Erm...i always think tt my body can take it...how many times got problem liao...i'm human leh...out of a sudden whack so many double,sure pi one loh...i not cockroach loh...ya i need the money...n i believe i am capable of doing 12-14 shift per week.... continuously not a problem...but not now...my body has not yet get use of it...i can use my mind to force myself out,but confirm will have side effect...so no point force myself too hard to fit in the changes...slowly...next week 9 shift...if can find the 10th shift ok liao...dun force...get use to it first...how i know i get used liao?if i can everytime at least 15 mins reach g/h,everytime finish work i still can keep myself awake then should be fine liao...
So not much problems liao...stress will have...if not i won't improve...but dun over exceed...will make myself break down one...ok,like tt i will live better,noone will worry for me...when i get stable abit liao then find sometime go pao mei mei ba...haha... so Ready,Steady,Go!!!hehe laruku song again...