Chapter XXXVII: For Fat-ass
Sunday, July 8, 2007
CCB!!!!am i so fucking lousy at expressing myself?seriously speaking i think yes...can c from the result...y the fuck will she think tt i like her?in a way of bgr?come on la...i maybe desperate tt time...but also must have limit loh...wtf...seriously loh...ya i dun mind to have such someone to start a relationship in appearance wise...still can take it...u r somewhere around ting onli loh...so y didn't i take ting away from jer when their relationship is in tt kind of situation?y?n u think i will take u away from him when u all relation r so good?remember tt time when he overslept n nvr answer ur call,u sit below his blk n cry?wat i did?i help u go up call him down n expect to get fuck by his mum...then wtf?arghhh!!!stupid fat ass...i still tot of leaving u all cos scare he will anyhow think...in the end u anyhow think...ccb...y i nvr leave....u remember u bloody fat ass?U TOLD ME NOT TO GO BECOS OF U!!! i remember this very clearly...fuck la...wat realli happened man...can change u so much...ma chiam magic...my logic starts to break down liao...seems so impossible loh...onli 2 things tt will make it possible...i didn't realli understand u well enough...u changed...but most probably the first one cos a person can't change so much within such a short time,UNLESS something big happened to tt person's emotion tt make her change her point of view... so should be the first one...tell u clear in ur face...i love u just like how i love my sis,my bro,my mum...same as how i love ur bf...in this way of saying can u fucking understand?i'm straight,i'm not gay...get this deep in ur brain...cb...so disappointed...will there be any even more disappointing circumstance tt will come from these ppl?yes...but tt's the last...the others will be expected...
Ah,fine la...i dunno la...i will change la...slowly ok?my next gf i will love her deep deep de...n my friends...i will not fucking say i love them anymore!!!ccb...my fault ok?n now my expectation for my next gf will be sky high ba...high untill cannot find...then u happy?just to confirm with u...u r no where near my expectation...satisfied with the answer le ma?so hope u live happy with ur bf,n leave me for good...bye...