Haha,again...reach home at this time...Where did i go?i left home at ard 11+ i think...haha went out with jin wei la...now i know wat is 'dou feng'...sit his car untill i wanna vomit...haiz...today actually not much to say,i mean yesterday,cos i wake at 4pm...dunno wat to do,so bring bengo to pet shop,then go have some food then send resume,got a few i haven't send one...n found tt,alot of restaurants did exist,but dun have their personal website...so decide,maybe later go down personally to ask them whether they need ppl...must find a job first,if not i dunno eat wat liao...stress...
Then back to the night...first we go mustafa do some shopping...i mean he do some shopping...buy a few dvd...erm,he say he spend not enough,then go look for lighters...haha i know quite abit about lighters,so i help him choose loh...ah,choose a cheap n not bad looking one...then still not enough,then go buy some things for his car b4 leaving...haiz...dunno how he spend leh...-_-"then sit his car go blow wind...erm...start to have a thinking liao..nowadays hor,alot of ppl say i look like ah pek(old man) leh...the way i talk,more n more long winded liao...somemore i have a ah pek dog...ah pek like to have tt kind of dogs one...wild dogs...but all the while i give a impression of ah beng leh...(gangster)haha n jin wei look like a ah pek...toyota altis...he can have a better sports car or wat one...but y he use tt one?cos when speeding will be safer,plus go meet client look more mature...but inside hor,got alot of sound system,he speed tt time like to win other car...his car got add on alot of things one loh...although is legal,but still can win alot of cars tt is better one..his attitude is also like a ah beng...sometimes felt tt he dun realli know how to control his temper la...haiz...so outside i look like ah beng,he look like ah pek,inside is opposite...tt's y can click with him...haha...
We went all the way to east coast to eat....damn far loh...but he got car ma...haha...intro me to a restaurant,not bad la...then go east coast park sit down talk cock n drink water...perrier...wtf...then suddenly wanna go scarlet hotel...i last time work there...he wanna do some market research...erm,then i wanna go gallery...finally know where it is...eve work there b4...he work there b4...erm....ic look like tt one ah...then guess we go where?jurong bird park...wa!!!he siao one la...from center go east,then from east go center,then now wanna go west...wa....sit untill wanna vomite...open the window,then on the speaker damn loud...chao ah beng...go jurong there on top the hill...chat chat,then he fall asleep...haiz...then i one person sit there...like idiot...then think alot of things...
How i wish i got a car,got a gf like he have...i can bring her to this place n look at the scenery...hoho...realli nice...very high up there...the wind very good...hear him say,here alot of couple come here do things one...hehe,no la,i'm thinking of the serious thing....having the temptation to realli play around with gals...fuck care...just for the fun...dun realli have to put feelings...i maybe happier...but...it's not fair to others...dun talk about my past relationship fair anot...been trying to talk to her about it...alot of things i nvr do or think tt way,but she just say i did it,assume i think tt way...i nvr accuse her b4,but she think so...haiz...ya,seriously dun think it's possible to argue with her about this,n it's pointless also...difficult to find fairness in this relationship...but so?i know she realli put in alot,but did she know i nvr put in lesser for her?dun compare how much...cannot be measured...but y can she say cut off just like tt?after break off can totally have no feelings?how many times she's crying n hugging him?how many times i hugging my bolster n said sorry n cry till morning?i dun dare to guess,n it's pointless...gals realli ah,can just cut off all feelings over night?y can't i?i felt tt my way is more than reasonable,cos i'm human,maybe for 4 months so long is becos i'm emotionally weak,but i cannot be like her,just one night...not saying she's inhuman,i'm thinking,issit all gals r like tt?if realli all gals r like tt,should i put in so much for the next one?i dun mean i'm going to put to guys la,cb...totalli turn off,but y gals like tt ah?or should i learn to be so?haiz...i am who i am...for the next one,i will still put in all,but i know,if anything happened,i will not have this pain so long...now,i'm not sad,just curious...n abit lonely...erm...awhile can liao,let me be so emotional....
Ha,after all this,just wake tt guy up n go...he say very cold,going to sick liao....diaozzz?y nowadays ppl so easy sick ah?at g/h how many ppl sick,alot of my friends also sick,rong also sick liao...wtf...i so long nvr sick le leh...actually got...for alot of times plus very long...but i still work like normal,cos i dun work mean no money,dun work but got schedule will make my reputation drop,plus where i get money for doctor man...haiz...so even i'm sick i dun look like i'm sick anymore...haha...good...nowadays,cannot sleep more than 2 hours,if not very difficult to wake leh...use to it liao...if sleep more than 2 hours i dunno will sleep how many hours,like yesterday loh...sleep 12 hours...haha...anyway,my holiday consider finish liao...tonight working...hoho...need to find more jobs liao...my take home income must reach 2k,if not,won't die,but will be troublesome...erm...tired liao...rest ba...tonight,will be a busy night...
Aiya,should i cut my hair?n i'm so heaty,pimples out break...die liao...like tt very difficult for me to find mei mei leh...erm,should i cut...like mushroom liao...erm...sleep first then say,haha....now who's the ah beng,who's the ah pek...hoho...