Found tt this is my favourite quote neh...somemore i working in service line,always say this word...normally ppl will say "certainly" in g/h,but i just like to say this...dunno y...n i found tt this word appear alot of time in Constantine also...by keanu reeves...the ang mo way of saying must make the mouth like kissing someone like tt...funny...dunno how to say...looks funny haha...but learning,cos now i dealing with lots of ang mo...
Been working hard today...almost went crazy...lunch still can handle,till dinner...hoho 800+ pax...lucky i still not bad...if not i really cannot take it...somemore i still protecting those new comer...haiz...back home so tired...go eat supper...eat alot recently...spend alot also...really must stop spending liao...till dunno when...minimal spending...must plant in the mind set...erm...was thinking,mind set is very important...if u r playing a game...lose win doesn't realli matters...but if i say this game u lose u will lost a finger,how hard will u play?if i say this game u lose ur dick will be smash off,how hard will u try?in everything u do,u put in this mind set so strong,no human can take it...just an imagination...if when i work i put in these kind of mind set?when i wake up from bed i put in this kind of mind set?although nothing is important to me,but i admit there is still somethings i dun wanna lost,some pain i dun wanna feel...tt's y i'm still alife...end of the story,there is a purpose behind...haha always a catch...i do so many things becos of purpose..tt's the point...
Read ppl's blog...so many things come in my mind...ppl will have much more even worst situation than urs...u r not the worst,not the best...always like this...but tt time how much pain is inflicted on u? how much is inflicted on this gal?is death realli the worst?or the best?dunno...tt auntie ah,always say believe in god...force me to read tt book...first page onli wanna tear the book liao...put it in this point...there is realli god la...hor...god created all of us...we worship him...but,so wat?we still have to trust our own strength...it's god tt give us this body, this mind...everything...doesn't it sound worthy if i say trust urself means trust god?ya right,there is so many stuff in this world tt we can't reach...too much instead...when u already try ur best,automatically,u will pray...cos there's nothing u can do...anymore...me too,pray sometimes...when i realli can't do anything...out of my reach...but i will not always pray,i appreciate...u dun need to say anything to appreciate...just smile...even u can't, try ur best...she says,smile is a medicine...medicine r bitter...i often feel this bitterness on my mouth...think she too...but u know?often we grieve over ppl's death...always there will be someone saying,the one tt has leave us,wanna c us smile...wan us to be happy...just change positions with tt one tt is gone...u too,wanna c the ppl tt u love to be happy...it's hard...realli hard...but definately,u have to,cos u r still alive...
It's hard for me to smile truthfully...i may be happy awhile,but sooner than i expect,my smile fade...it's hard...but...i can tell u...i'm living a life i wan now...challenges in front of me...i heads on with it...solving the problems like a billion pieces of jig-saw puzzle...testing my brain my body my heart...my ability to live...this is the life i live,this is wat i wan..."the greatest success of a person is to live his own life...his own way..."dunno which guy say one...but this is the fact,n...although it's hard for me to realli smile,but if u ask me,whether i'm happy with my life n carry on with the unknown years till the end,my answer will be"Sure~"