Saturday, August 4, 2007

"Anata no tameni"
"Just the way you want it"(Japanese)
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Was damn pissed during work today...tt's y i'm drinking again....nah...cos i missed the taste...the first mouth u will feel the acidic feeling first...then when u swallow it,it's cooling even it's room temperature...n the back kick is so warmth...n delicious in the sense of smell tt goes back to the nose...erm...second mouth gets lighter,when u reach 3rd or 4th mouth,it's almost the same as normal beer...i will stop for maybe half a min or so then i drink again,n the flavours come again...erm...so nice...muahaha...life is great...n i won't get drunk in this speed...
Haiz...was so piss by this 2 person...not realli very piss la...but just abit not happy...one say wat we r friends,will help me upgrade my com or watever...nvm...i realli appreciate it...but in the end leh?say wanna meet yesterday night,say take half day off help me take the ram chip...so pai seh,but since he wan,then realli thanx alot...just return him money in time...in the end nvr call me nvr reply my msg...i was thinking should i call,but was thinking,in the end it's not his duty or wat to help me...wat should i expect...i make it straight forward la....everytime when he reach the time to take money he will suddenly msg me...when i need help or wat,he disappeared...i always think he must not help me,but he promise to help me becos he treat me as a friend...aiya,watever,dunno he knows anot...i hate ppl for not replying my msg,especially someone i concern...first thing i feel neglect,second i dunno he's dead or alive or hp drop inside toilet bowl...so diffcult to reply my msg if u treat me as a friend meh?so all those friendship talks r just talks?sorry for being so accusive,but i feel like tt loh...watever,next time,dun tell me this again...maybe u r busy,there must be a reason behind la...maybe emergency,maybe u too tired tt u forget,watever...dun need to say untill u sure gonna help me..realli appreciated,just take care of urself first b4 thinking of helping others...
This gal...aiya eve la...always like to call me....msg very ex ah?u know i'm normally busy one leh...haiz...then say wanna pass me the dog food,till at night,nvr msg me,nvr call me...wait whole night like idiot...for these 2 person...very difficult to call me meh?last min got things to do,ok loh...not like i'm gonna be angry or wat...just tell me la...in the end wat thing?go play guitar with friend...best...up to u...i'm no one to concern...all along...these sentence,been singing for so long since we r together...あなたのため...
Been working just now...was so piss by these 2...this gal,come 3 or 4 days onli...nvm,nvr listen to my advise...do things finish nvr clear,need others to clear...forget once ok...how many times liao?now i become runner side ic...today i fucking number 8 day leh...need me to in charge of them?haiz...in the end i kanna fuck again...this guy even best...ya,like to learn things alot....almost as fast as me,but too bad memory abit losing...anyway,just like to go his own way...2nd day leh bro...can listen anot?ccb...same thing i tell them....あなたのため...
A song from L`Arc~en~Ciel...Laruku...sang this so many times to eve last time...i'm helping her, giving her advise...till the very end i also nvr tell her the meaning of this sentence...nvm...she dun need to know,now she's doing her own way...every human live their own lifes...i know from the start,i definately can't control...i onli can give advice,but normally ppl dun follow becos of pride...so i du lan also dun wanna give advice already....but human just fucking like to act....act humble...act tt they can accept...they will come n ask for ur advice...as if watever ur advice they will accept...in the end if the advice is not going with their way,they just fuck care n do their own way...hypocritical shits...to friends,i will just fuck care...for love ones,i will get more n more worried n will soon tense to control...silly right....cos i dun wan bad things to happen to them...so conclusion,no matter who,i of cos can give advices...clear n well analysed...after tt, turn my head n fuck off,whether they appreciate,they follow or wat,it's up to them...everybody have their own thinking their own way of living....same as i...so,watever it is,just wish them good luck...of cos,if the situation is critical,ah....even i have to break ur leg to stop u n kanna jailed i also dun care....cos u r my friend,u r my love one...must c la,how critical it is...