Chapter LXXIII: Wat can i do?
Friday, August 17, 2007
Remember these few days didn't update blog...dunno y...haiz...nothing great,wednesday served a queen,but no tips...nb...n in the end found tt i didn't get a single tip...nvm....then thursday was damn tired again...toking to candy,then go take 5 come back become very sick...nearly faint...the best thing is kanna slam like hell...3 runner cum 1 statue...haiz...i first time as runner n i'm running...wtf...end of work,joey treat me 2 bottle beer...thanx...n today off...12 plus,bro call me,tell me wow things...n hint me to play wow with him...dun siao la...i where got the time to play...n i dun wanna waste money loh...then 3 plus bernard call me,say ashley's dad past away,ask me wanna go anot...then i say dun wan,something on...haiz...i not close with her wat,plus,i'm so sick now loh...just went to united square eat mac,then read comic...now on computer also dunno wat to do...nvr c candy,nvr c han or huey online...so sian....y everytime i off day so sian de ha?
Check out ns portal,c whether can book ippt anot...funny, cannot leh...need book rt first...siao la...how ah?fuck care...fine then fine loh...the deadline coming soon liao...coming closer n closer....haiz...tt day is coming...haiz...dun worry,it's just another day...a day to sleep...a day tt i won't wanna treasure la...
Just msg jin wei online also nvr reply,think playing game la...sian...feel like finding someone to chat,someone to look at...feel like hugging someone,n feel like just relaxing myself...alcohol is becoming more n more useless already...still drinking now...but won't settle anything....
Been chatting with her quite alot recently....found tt we r so alike...erm...at least,someone is like me...i can't really help her much ba...but just wish she could be happy...erm...wanna call her out leh...but dun think is possible...erm...no more hopes la...as long she's happy...Pls remember,ur smile is always as sweet as ur name...
Suddenly got illusion...think i smell something...a smell i misses...dunno wat is tt...feel like going out with someone i like for shopping leh...just walk around ba...but...haiz....