6 more days to go...i was working today...making stupid cock mistakes in the morning...n i didn't even read the board...fuck up...was so bothered by my blurness,dun even have the mood to eat much...ordered cheese sticks,azrol treat again...haha damn paiseh...not even finish half or the plate...i like onli took 3 pieces loh...in the end damn hungry...haiz...when i start to join the sotong gang ah?fuck la...then after break,was taking some table...tried my best to give excellent cum super fast service,at the same time helping others...sound like me right?ppl who know me well should know...once i fall,the next time i wan is not to climb up...n is to fly...my character always like tt one...lucky,i'm still capable this time...everything swee swee...at my work place there's somethings call perfect table...differs when the guest is doing different thing...when eating,there is a setting,when onli drinking there is another settings...but normally ppl can't make it perfect,n also can't maintain it...either lazy,or becos too busy...but mean while i did it...
After tt i found tt i was in 7000s...hoho another area yet to unlock...but now i'm there...hoho dunno y also...anyway just for awhile...everything very stable...short n sweet i settle my table into perfect...n....the whole sky darken by storm clouds...fuck la...have to speed to clear all the table...i'm running all the way carrying the heavy tables n chairs...damn tired...in the end,no rain....fuck...found tt all the way i was working with this gal...someone's ex gf...a few days ago just broke up...very happy working with her...she's so free nothing to do tt can help out others loh...then when i c she busy then i help her loh...at the same time try to help others also...suddenly felt tt,someone is staring at me...fuck, is her ex bf...yaya i was joking with her n flirting around...i'm like tt wat...ya,she's pretty,attractive,so?n in fact she attracts me,so?my thinking is onli wanna get closer to ppl around...then when take 5,danny come n tell me...asking me am i interested in her...fuck la...so wat if i'm interested in her?they already broke off wat...eh.....this reminds me of my past...fuck...ya...i know it...even if i'm damn interested in her so?i won't do anything to her,i will onli treat her as friend...just some closer friend in my work place tt's all...so wat the fuck now?even when she's with u,i also can be her friend wat...fuck la...think i too close already...even herself also felt it...anyway,dun give a damn...ask her for supper she also not interested...in the end go eat with another group of friends i saw outside who was waiting for someone...the someone is her la...yaya in the end have supper with her...think she also think her mind out...yaya,i also fuck care...i still can feel the aura of rejection from her loh...i very sensitive to gals one...anyway...haiz...
6 more days to go...i still can change my mind i tot...but...is there a point?like wat i told danny...my motive is work,my decision has made...thinking for so long...i onli need to concentrate on work tt's all...relationships,feelings,r things tt gonna distrupt me...had enough of this kind of distruption...i can't stuck in the middle...i should go either way...love is something tt u can wish,imagine,but nvr crave for it...this kind of things r natural,no matter how u imagine,things normally won't turn out the way u imagine...money,career r things u can crave for n imagine,but u can't onli imagine,u must do it,with plans ahead...love is something u can't realli work hard for...u commit,u care,u accept,all out of nature...if u feel tired,unfair,or even rejection in ur commitment,it's wise to stop it...either u dun love tt person or u love urself selfishly too much...money, u realli can work hard for it...like wat i say,work hard,accurate,n organise ur plans well to strive in the fastest manner...tt's the difference to me...so since in career wise i can work hard...then i realli should...in the same time,i can let this kind of things distrupt my time,energy,n attention...sheena told me b4...i can't be perfect in this 2 areas...as in noone can...i often dun believe this fact,n wanna prove it wrong...but after going round n round so many times,i admit...not say i can't,not say i lose to this challenge...it's i lose to my fate...