Wednesday, August 29, 2007
This is the 42nd hour tt i was awake...didn't sleep for so long...not much,but think i'm getting weaker...normally i won't be this tired n c illusion once i lose focus at this time...realli old liao...haiz...today was working long hours again...i dunno...we r from different world...maybe we can't even start...i dunno...so wat am i still thinking?wat should end just let it end...nothing to feel wasted or regret...i learned how to accept n let go,but it's hard to master it...good bye...(it's hard to understand wat i write above...i'm losing my focus already)wat ever it mean,i just wanna say,"u r special to me,i wanna protect...but i'm not ur chosen one..."