Been awhile haven't update my blog...got lots of things happened,but just dun have to mood to say... yesterday have so confirm wat i wan...before tt half of my mind already planned wat should i do to overcome all the problems already...it's in my blood la... before i solve the problem in front i already solve wat's behind it...as far as i could...becos of this silly gal i finally decided wat to do...
Sleep untill 5 today...sleep for 14 hours...my body getting as lousy as my hp batt...easily low batt leh... eat mac again... then walk around...n around....till i reach cold storage...looking at all the ingredients i start to think of new dishes...the combination of suitable ingredients...maybe i learn things in my so many work place so far,i also think of combinations of different drinks tt suit the food...i didn't force myself to think,naturally...haiz...a habit..in the end,bought a bottle of cabernet sauvignon 2004,a water goblet which i felt tt look like wine glass, n a piece of rib eye...taste abit mild,doneness a bit bit off...but still taste good...cos i got put black pepper to enhance the sauce,so the taste didn't cover by the wine...3min finish eating...felt tt not worth the hard work loh...eat alone is like tt one...haiz...
Went back room,look at my old blog...saded again...yeah,after tml la...no need think so much...remembered something she said last time...at the bridge when we started not long...yeah,i win...i'm sure i love u more than u love me...stupid ass...nothing matters anymore now...i choose not to be sad...found the answer 2 years ago about this...if u choose not to be sad,means u won't be happy also...it's like tt one...i felt tt it's scary last time,but i dun feel it now... i felt tt it's important for survival... at least for me...
After tml...everything will end...