Felt tt actually i'm god damn stupid...ya...learned so many things n forgot so many things...the way i do things r so stupid...i have no talent leh...should i say y i so stupid i didn't go use my talent...lazy?sounds like it...just plain stupid la...no matter emotionally or logically,i'm just stupid...letting my emotions,desire control me...work i can say i realli dun have the heart to do,tt's y i didn't go use my talent,somemore i felt like a condom,how would i take out my talent n effort?emotionally i already understand some facts...yet i still go do n think the opposite ways...stupid right?in the end think think think,then finally think to the same spot i had tot last time...going one big round n go to the same spot...analyse,it's becos my own emotions n desires...haiz...eat shit la...nvm,like wat i told princess,failure is everyday's business,dun make it a waste can liao...learn from mistakes...n,dun give up...ya,dun be a stupid ass n go back to this same spot again...nvr...
Since i understand this le,princess,i going to let go my hand le orh,remember...any problem come find me...i will fulfill my promise de...n other than tt...c fate ba...one hand can't clap de...