Chapter LILVI: Rise of the MACHINE
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Wa shit...today work 7000's...very very funny...remember hari raya eve 2005,i n ting went zouk to chiong,tt time i wanna fall down also cannot fall...cos too crowded...n today at work,like damn slow loh...worst then last week's friday loh...(i got work anot ah?) but confirm not very slam la...i still can stone for more than 3 mins each time means realli very quiet liao...talk cock with wani,nagen,danny...still can go runner side fight with hui yun...haha,violent gal...dun play too rough...scare one day she will kick my cock...haha small gal la...i purposely grab a oval tray n put a side...control the guest,let them dun feel like going,prepare enough roll up n side plates,then start to 'chase' them off...hehe...dun ask me how,i got my way...n it always work for singaporean...ya la...tt's y i dun mind the turn over rate slow...cos also no tips one...i still can do excellent service,i need to,to perform my "stuck their ass on the chair"technique...hehe...if my service do well,they will stay...keep pouring ice water loh...nothing wat...just pour loh,then when i'm ready,then stop...keep clearing their things away...tt will be a obvious change which they can feel...then they normally will start to bill...then bill liao,c empty glass dun refill,just clear...unless they still wan la...then they feel like nothing to do liao,then they will soon finish their topic with their friends...n soon they will feel their ass pretty pain after sitting so long at tt stupid metal chair,then they will move liao,once they move,take a oval tray go their table,put all the things n carry one time back to side station...by tt time i carry oval tray to their table,won't have much left liao la...so less than one min or so,the whole table will be anew...hehe...so basically with this technique,really won't get slam one loh...
But got one time realli very sway...take the condiments setting onto a new table,then the most easiest drop object drop on the floor,n everything splash on me n i cut my arm...sway sway it's tt tall n light tabasco...tt red liquid go in my wound loh...T_T honestly,it's damn pain loh...worst than qing chao you...even outside of the wound also pain...my neck kanna also pain...the blood come out none stop,deejay c liao also scare...have to find ppl to help me put handy plus la,if not blood keep dripping,so i find her loh...erm....today realli very relax,got a bad feeling.....scare this one is the peace b4 the storm leh...erm,lucky i still got time to rest...erm...tml then say la...now let's get into the topic...
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"Life is like a movie,everybody are actor n actress,noone can be absence...
But everyone can choose to be a human or a machine..."
William Shakespeare
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Haha Shakespear again...hehe another of my idol...heard this on radio when i am at ryan n daniel house at jb...eh,i can remember very well neh...erm these words,quite true la...i tot my heart was dead...no feelings to ppl tt i should have feelings...till tt night...this cheerful gal cries...i dun feel heartache,i just feel tt i should cheer her up...y?dunno...i dun like her in tt sence,just a good buddy to me...but she realli cry like waterfall loh...tot my heart was dead...but y?it's my brain,tt cannot take wat i did...cannot take wat around me happens...tt's y i declare dead...realli wanted to become a machine...but my heart is shaking...just wanna do something stupid to cheer her up...wanted to scold her,but i just can't...she's not tt strong...wanna tell her,dun be a pathetic main character in her life...there is things tt she did wrong also...cry can nvr settle anything...but,i just cannot...at my work place...there's realli alot of things happened...alot of ppl also happy...alot of ppl gossip around...but,i actually should be the one tt is sad...but i'm not now...past experience had already built me up...n anyway,i just temporarily be a machine,tt can earn money n learn lotsa things...n watch their show...some maybe laughable,some may need my knowledge to help them...some may need my care...now i realise...it's the heart...my heart tt can't be change...i always wanna say,i'm born evil,but i can't...of cos i'm not even born angel,cos,noone is...now i onli can say,i have a evil mind in a angel heart...sorry abit boosting,but i just felt so...the things i did,sometimes realli amaze me...sometimes indeed disappoint me...cos i'm still too weak la...b4 i can let ppl not to disappoint me,i should not disappoint myself,i must be strong...i c my aim...dun dare to hope much,but i will try my best...n my fate...i will just let it be...n dun lie to myself anymore...