I love u...i really love u...i dun wanna lose u...y did i make the same mistake twice?y...prove onli one thing...i'm a total failure in relationships...i feel so pain...realli very pain...i dun wan u to leave me...i miss all those days...but y am i so useless...after a year i'm still like this...useless as ever...serve me right tt everyone leave me in my life... is this my flavor of life?
Dear,if i call u to stay will u stay?if i call u come to me will u come?i really need u...will u come?
U said yes...i was waiting...was looking at ur photo album in friendster...n thinking also...understand one things...i lose...from the way u reply me,from the way u let me feel...i lose completely...y?can anyone explain?y human is such a being...somemore i already remind such things will happen...but y?i realli lose?is there anymore steps tt i can change the nature form of humans?shall c...finally emotion abit cool down...
My brain always work so fast,even with tt sickness on me...speaking about tt,is tt a family sickness?i tot onli ppl with big head will have it...dun bother...actually wanna talk about tt next entry....been so long didn't update,n also nvr change skin...can't find a good one...n dunno wat to say...letting lesser n lesser information of wat i do now...been working at the same place for more than 1/2 a year...converting full time soon...for the sake of all these...i realli need to get the money...wat happened today,make me even more awake of wat i should do...