Chapter CIX: Self-Description
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Yeah start this bloggy for more than one year liao i think,still haven't realli describe myself... Perhaps ppl tt have read may understand more about me,which i actually doubt so... Those who work with me may understand me quite abit,which i realli doubt so... so,even if u understand me,which u actualli think u do,this is how i'm looking at myself...
Definately a stubborn person,i got my own thinking n have my direction written pretty well in my head... but sometimes i will change my point of view n the way i do things...either after long thinking, or after kanna some shit... i am a person tt dun like to listen to ppl's advice(at times),even u tell me in front there's a hole,i will still walk straight to it... it's after i kanna already,then i will remember it... seriously,y is tt so? perhaps it's my up bringing... my brother train me this way,but he just fuck me up just now becos i did it this way... ya pretty get his point, perhaps i should do something about it...
Others,i am a horny bastard which i admit(which guy's not?)... At times la... of cos i know,how to take things sufficient... i am a pretty smart person, but i just think too much, keep asking alot of question,n answer it... alot of times i asked the wrong question too... this part makes me very different from average ppl... ppl just stop asking questions... tt's y my head so big...(y i suan siao myself?)
And also, i'm a extremist... i always do things to extremes... but i have a kind heart, tt's y i nvr join ppl to go bomb places... i'm also very lazy... tt's wat break promises,especially those tt i made for my own... i'm also a very shy person,which most of the ppl ard me knows...(yeah) n i take life very easily... i mean my life... from the day i know i'm gonna die, i start to take it lightly... always do things for the sake of others... when i'm doing for myself, i would do it easily... I'm also a person tt good at mind games...just tt i'm too lazy to plan it out... of cos when comes to countering mind games, i'm always good...
In the end,i'm a very good actor too... yet to find my other talents,but i'm practically a multi-talented type... so acting is one of the this i'm good at... C? so much different from wat u know about me... hoho,rubbish,just kanna fuck up,so boring n put in a multi entry,tt's all...:)