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Chapter CVII: How pain can it be?
Thursday, April 17, 2008


Dunno wat to say... wat pain can i feel? Shouldn't i been numb already? Totally not... i dunno... y am i here? hurt? pain? frustrated? watever...commitment,promise... should i give up? so much things about this came to me these few days... realli...
Wat am i achieving? win? there's no win or lose in a relationship... i can always lose for u...but wat's the point? wat's the point of quarreling? told this her one year ago,told alot of ppl,n even told u,quarreling is just getting to a better point,to a conclusion tt suit situation best... u think i'm so free for a quarrel? but y i always felt tt i'm competiting something tt is childish n make no sence? realli is dunn for wat... can we quit these kind of rubbish?
I'm exhausted already...
Should it be a day we should celebrate? shouldn't we be happy making things good for each other? but y now i get this feeling? tell me? issit my fault? wat do i need to do? be natural,dun change anything,u think we can proceed? i dunno...
Not pain,not pain...

-ArrAnCar.

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