My fucking com is lagging again...=.="" i mean my internet... hate it... while waiting for it to log i rest my eyes a little looking away... n saw something... something on the wall... my hanger... those 2 hanger tt was place on wall more than 1 year ago...hanging my 'floor cloth' like chef u... how long i haven't cook in a industrial kitchen... the walls r full of web... more than a year i haven't touch tt part of the wall... memories rush back in... but somethings gone... i forget how tt person tt hung these hanger on to the wall looks like,her expressions... totally gone...
U asked me, do i miss her? actually not realli.. i, can't remember her face anymore... if i stretch my memories n focus,perhaps i can... but i dun even bothered... cos not important anymore... wat i'm gonna say here is....... i missed tt home sweet home feeling... someone waiting for me at home when i finish work... someone to talk to when we r together... i can talk bed time stories when we r sleeping... liked...we r married... i just like tt feeling... dunno y... guys perhaps will hate tt man... perhaps, i shouldn't care tt much anymore, i know u can't, now... but i will achieve n wait for the time to come... dun worried, i'm actually just missing the future to come... just dun nag at me tt time can already...:)