Sunday, April 27, 2008
Ahh!!! going to go crazy... today is my off day...the next off day is on tue... tt's y nvr wash clothes yesterday...tml then wash... dunno y,i always like wasting my off day...when u work,dun u always wish tt ur off day faster come? then wtf i'm doing here? went out with her to c phone...ahhh,decide to buy later... be patient... then?go game shop bought assassin's creed,n change a usb port for her...then?go eat,dunno wat to do...food sucks... then? walk here walk there...met my bro,say bye,then we come my house...install liao cannot play...ccb...this is the main prob,if can play then i won't complain too much... fuck la,then lend her play...sian,watch manga,then dunno wat to do liao...she eating with her family at night...
Internet fucking lag...go online play my usual game...lag like fucking idiot...in the end i go play hp...wa!!! wat kind of off day leh...can be more life anot?just now go makan then saw dave or peter,dunno wat his real name...he no more cooking,then do study business,for foreign one... then intro me...cb,hear wat he say liao on the spot sian...illegal loh...fuck la...then walk one round go 7-11 n saw uncle david...talk talk loh...he also very difficult to tok nowadays la...maybe becos everytime saw him talk about tt thing...so just tok cock better...then saw ppl quarrel,man hit lady...there got almost 60 over ppl looking loh...stupid one la... half an hour still no police come...stupid...waste my time...after tt go home...
Still trying to play,now give up liao...sian...super sian...y can't my off day be more life?!?going crazy about this stupid internet...haiz...feel like killing myself...sleep also cannot sleep properly think also cannot think properly...wanna do then do loh...think so much for wat...do liao i onli lose time n nothing...maybe a little brain cell...
Now looking at ppl friendsters...k po...thinking back the past again...for wat fuck...dunno also...y can't i just stand up n move forward?lazy?think i just sux...weather getting hot,my temper also go hot...dun think she can tolerate anymore ba...just leave me to die la...haiz...
I'm nothing,realli nothing...time is running...i'm aging...same to everyone else...y can't i just treasure it?y when a person get something,they won't treasure?this is the fact,at least to me...i'm not good,i'm not strong,i'm nothing...but it's also me tt make myself something...oh pls,y do human always forget wat they learn,n repeat their mistake?with such memory like me,y can't i remember my mistake?for wat i think back of the past?