I'm still trying hard u know? i realli dunno whether i'm in the right path... u just dun seems happy... somehow i feel the same... i wanna control,but u dun like... i let u decide,u say dunno... but i can guess when u will say dunno... sometime i know wat's ur answer... i also dunno y i ask... maybe issit i also dunno? i use an excuse tt i respect ur decision...
dunno dunno...i dunno...
Keep trying,failed,keep trying,failed,keep trying,failed... u repeat these for like a thousand times... u type also tired... i using heart to try... keep trying n failed... think back... wtf am i trying? wat's my aim? trying to be a good guy? i gave up on tt for a year plus le... trying to be a good bf tt will always let my gf to be happy? is there realli such thing anot... if there's no sadness where comes the happiness? so tt's actually not the thing i'm trying... wat i'm trying,wat i'm doing is actually creating a future... a happy future in average,a family,i got my house,my wife,my children... i'm no longer young already... i have to hurry... create new life,a nice future... for me,for u? dunno for wat... perhaps i'm thinking too far off...
Go back abit... first,i must know wat i can compremise... issit everything i can compremise?for love? sot... there's no such things... i'm not superman... i will have to compremise in alot of things though,but not all... i need ur help actually... same thing,u can't compremise with me in everything... proven... u can't,noone can... so we have to help each other out... try our best... if u treasure,treasure this relationship... it's obvious... obvious tt i treasure... think u too... if not u will not do so much for me... if not u will not hold me so tight tt time... if not,u will not cry... let's just think it this way... making me better... let's work hard together...